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                                                                                                  我翻了一个白眼。                                                                                                             李澈的车子停的不远，所以也很好早，上了车之后，他试图要开暖气，却是被我阻止了，这个时候要是开暖气，等到以后冬天的时候要怎么过呢。                                                                                                             “我今天想了很多的事情。”我坐在副驾驶座上，一边系着安全带一边慢慢悠悠地开了口。                                                                                                             “突然之间开窍了？”李澈见我系好了安全带才开了车，一边开一边问着。                                                                                                             “算是吧。”                                                                                                             真的不能指望这个男人能说出点什么好听的啊，我很淡定，这么多年和他相处下来，难道我还不知道他的个x么，神马都要淡定，神马都是浮云。                                                                                                             “说来听听。”李澈开口。                                                                                                             “李澈，你为什么到现在才开口对我示好？为什么不在靳骐回来之前？”我好奇地问着。                                                                                                             “感情你想了半天就是在想这种毫无意义的事情？”李澈问我，轻笑了一声、                                                                                                             “我就是想要知道而已。”                                                                                                             我开口，都那么多年下来了，他如果早早地开口，也许我们之间的命运不会像是现在这样吧，或者什么都会改变，或者什么都会不变，但是关于这个问题，我自己也不清楚。                                                                                                             “难道你想让我趁虚而入，在你什么都ga0不清楚的情况下把你给吃了个一g二净，吃了一个渣都不剩？”                                                                                                             李澈问。                                                                                                             “你不是总觉得靳骐是你心底的一g刺么，那么我等你把这g刺从你心底拔出来之后再做出选择，我可不想在以后的岁月里面听到你说什么，如果当年我不是这么选择你的话就好了。”                                                                                                             我无语，他还真的是有够自信的，谁说我一定是会选择他的，我也一样可以什么都不选的。                                                                                                             “那么，你就不觉得靳骐也是刺在你心底的一g刺么？”我认认真真地问着，要知道我从来都没有这么认真过，他觉得靳骐是刺在我心头的一g刺，但是那一g刺又何尝没有刺在他的心头呢。                                                                                                             “如果你觉得是就是，如果你不觉得是，就不是。”李澈沉默了一会之后才缓缓回答着。                                                                                                             而我，我觉得是。                                                                                                             我的手指划过李澈的大腿，成功地感受到这个男人全身紧绷，就连他的声音也绷的紧紧的。                                                                                                             “别玩火。”李澈警告我。                                                                                                             “你不是想要r偿么，我不过是成全你而已。”                                                                                                             我说，姐吃素多年，今天想要吃一顿r了。                                                                                                             正文 第三十五章                                                                                                             当用手指划过李澈的大腿的时候，我突然觉得这么多年的台言小说不是白看的，至少挑逗的动作一类的，做起来的时候还真的挺驾轻就熟的，如果是在夏天的话，用穿着高跟鞋的脚去g更有诱惑力一点？                                                                                                             这些个动作还真的有点坏nv人味道撒。                                                                                                             其实，我对于那一道膜的感觉不是很大，早晚都是有那么一遭的，就算不是人为，也有事故。                                                                                                             你想吧，有可能一直觉得自己还在的，突然有一天发现，它早就不在了，当时除了去回忆很久以前可能导致不在的情况外，也没有觉得有其他点啥了。                                                                                                             他陪了我那么久，也亏的一直是我，要是换成别的nv人，估计这么一个男人摆在身边，该怎么样早就怎么样了吧。                                                                                                             “你还真想r偿来着？”李澈看了我一眼，脸se绷的紧紧的。                                                                                                             啧啧，到现在这个时候才来说这种事情，之前不是他最哈这点的么，怎么现在他倒是不哈了，变成我很哈了？                                                                                                             “你到底要不要？”                                                                                                             我问，突然觉得自己说这话的时候还多了点撒娇的味道，透着点jq片里面nv人那yu求不满，矫情造作的味道。                                                                                                             “……”                                                                                                             李澈咬了咬牙。                                                                                                             “要！”                                                                                                             我突然由生一种霸王y上弓的感觉，我是那霸王不是那姬。                                                                                                             虽然李澈的表情和声音都像是被我b上绝路的良民一样，但是脚下的油门踩的却是非常的利索，这一路上飙的让我抓着车门扶手处，有种想要喊停的冲动的。                                                                                                             哥们，姐今天晚上真的不赶时间……                                                                                                             我原以为李澈会随便找了个酒店一类的，但是没有想到，他居然会一路开车回了自己的住处。                                                                                                             这是我第一次去李澈住的地方。                                                                                                             在这几年里面，杭州的房价和吹了气的皮球一样往上涨着，我仔细计算一下，要是我租房b买房更加合算，一旦买了房，典型的房奴，这辈子都得在还贷上了。                                                                                                             李澈的房子临江，走出小区，穿过一条马路就已经是在钱塘江附近了，再过去一点，就是杭州一法院。                                                                                                             房子三室两厅，装修的不算是特别华丽，就像李澈这个人一样，不是很浮华的味道，冷se调，黑白配为主。                                                                                                             “你真想好了？”李澈站在我身后，把门给关上，“要是想走，自己出门打的。”                                                                                                             原本还真的是没有打算好的，但是他这么一出声，觉得有点像是被他看扁的味道，这个时候出去，这个地方又这么的偏，除非是叫计程车，哪里还能够见到计程车的影子。                                                                                                             “怎么，你怕了？”我回头看着李澈，“我又没让你负责。”                                                                                                             我越发地觉得自己有种b良为娼的感觉了。                                                                                                             李澈的表情y晴不定，那目光瞅的总觉得有点渗人，我别开眼。                                                                                                             “你这有酒么？”                                                                                                             自古以来，这酒一向是萌物，成败都在它，喝的刚刚好叫做助兴，喝的过头了那叫做酒后乱x，怎么说都是师出有名。                                                                                                             姐需要它来壮胆。                                                                                                             李澈走进厨房，一会之后拿了一瓶开了的红酒还有两个高脚杯出来。                                                                                                             深红se的yt在酒杯之中流转，入口的时候有一点点的酸涩，回味的时候有一点点的甘甜。                                                                                                             我慢慢地喝了两杯，这酒有时候还是一个很能安抚人心的存在，两杯下肚，先是觉得有点冷，但是一会之后就觉得有点暖融融的，原本还觉得有点紧张，现在分外坦然，想想不过也就是活塞运动那么一回事么。                                                                                                             李澈也没什么动作，只是在那边拿着一酒杯在那边喝着酒，他背着灯而坐，忽明忽暗的，让人看不真切他这个人。                                                                                                             也许，我从来都没有想过要去看真切他这个人的。                                                                                                             最后，我把手上杯子里面的酒一饮而尽。                                                                                                             “我去洗澡。”我说，然后无b坚定地往着浴室方向而去。                                                                                                             这种事情，基本上都是一回生二回熟，当然我也没有指望有多熟，所以当李澈洗完澡出来的时候，我基本上已经躺床上了，连带的那一条遮住了上面遮不住下面的浴巾也已经解开了，恍然由生一种像是古代被宠幸的妃子，沐浴完了之后就裹的像是一个粽子一样，打包送上皇帝的龙床。                                                                                                             光是想着，就忍不住笑出了声，                                                                                                             李澈从浴室走了出来，身上穿着白se的浴袍，一边用毛巾擦着自己还滴着水的头发一边在床铺的边坐了下来。                                                                                                             看起来姐今天也要成为侍寝中的nv主了。                                                                                                             这个时候，应该是要说点什么b较好吧？我回想着在小言情节里面，这个时候应该出现的台词。                                                                                                             唔……                                                                                                             似乎这个时候大阪都是没有什么台词的，通常只有动词，或者是单音节的语气词。                                                                                                             李澈把毛巾一丢，所以地掀开了被窝的一角。                                                                                                             “睡吧。”                                                                                                             他坦然地钻进了被窝，然后像是什么都没有发生过一样，只占据了一个角，背对着我睡着。                                                                                                             ……                                                                                                             “你该不会还是处吧？”                                                                                                             我震撼了一下，g据一贯模式那都是直接扑上来的哇，姐都已经是光洁溜溜了，哪有像是现在盖一条被子纯聊天。                                                                                                             没有想到这么多年过去了，这家伙和我一样还是没有点长进，但是nv人还好说一点，男人到这个份上还这样的话，那就真的悲剧了……                                                                                                             “凌墨！！！”                                                                                                             李澈咬牙切齿，像是迅猛龙一样扑了过来，他的喘气的声音有点重。                                                                                                             在我听起来有点像是恼羞成怒的味道。                                                                                                             我突然想起，其实没有一个男人处的，第一次不是献给左手，就是献给右手，我应该问是左手b较亲近还是右手b较亲近。                                                                                                             但是如果真的说了这句话，我想，他可能会真的毫不留情地掐si我。                                                                                                             很多时候，一个星星之火的一样的动作很快就能演变成为燎原之势。                                                                                                             李澈拉着我的手去扯他身上的浴袍，底下一片空白，有的火热。                                                                                                             当李澈挺身进来的时候，我觉得疼的慌，疼的是撕心裂肺的，就算之前的动作再温柔到这种重头戏上的时候，还是于事无补。                                                                                                             所以说，小说里面的情节都是骗人的，第一次神马的g本就不能t验到那所谓的快感，痛并快乐着这种g本不可能存在，除非是天赋异禀。                                                                                                             我一向平常而又平凡，所以在膨胀物进来的时候，我恨不能一口咬si这个拥着着x器的男人，最好能够一口让他xiele然后出去。                                                                                                             李澈重重地撞击着。                                                                                                             “凌墨，你别以为这样就能丢下我。”                                                                                                             李澈喘着粗气在我耳边一遍又一遍地说着。                                                                                                             我疼的龇牙咧嘴，一下一下地ch0u气来缓和那疼痛，g本就没有闲工夫去回答他的话，不管他现在在我耳边说什么都好，只要能赶紧地把这家事情做完。                                                                                                             “凌墨……凌墨……”                                                                                                             他一遍又一遍地在我的耳边喊着我的名字，像是一个凶猛的病毒，而我这边从来没有什么防病毒程序，不堪一击。                                                                                                             “你若是想要离开我，这个念头最好是不要指望了。”李澈咬着牙，带着恼怒，“我到si也会和你纠缠在一起！”                                                                                                             他的动作愈发的狠戾，我终于受不了。                                                                                                             “你能不能快点！”                                                                                                             我紧紧地扣着他的手臂，姐是在承受不住了，太疼了，速战速决啊速战速决……                                                                                                             当一切结束的时候，我突然觉得很天堂，虽然还是很疼，但是相b较之下，总b一个男人压在你身上还不停地坐着活塞运动要来的好的多。                                                                                                             经历过地狱，稍微改善一点之后就会视为天堂。                                                                                                             完事之后的李澈慵懒了点，原本紧绷的情绪也似乎放松了许多，李澈从身后抱着我，那手很有占有yu地横过我的腰。                                                                                                             “你要再r一点也成，但是别过分了，现在刚刚好。”                                                                                                             李澈低语了一声。                                                                                                             “我想睡了。”                                                                                                             我咕哝了一句，身t还是很疼，但是越清醒越觉得疼，睡着了之后就不觉得疼了。                                                                                                             “别想离开我。”                                                                                                             李澈抱紧了一些，像是告诫一样重复了一句。                                                                                                             “别不晓事。”                                                                                                             我不应声，暂时我不会离开他的。                                                                                                             我知道。                                                                                                             这些年来他对我也一直很好，我也知道，但是那种好，我还不了……                                                                                                             作者有话要说：姐又红河水浪打浪了……泪奔……